no more black and white.

pffffft, HAI!

did i ever tell you abt my love story? hahaa, after i read all of my posts, i know i never posts about it. oh except about Owl ;p

huuuu i had a poor love story. why? i'll tell you something but its kinda secret just swear to me that y'all never tell anybody about this post heheh. theres a boy, lets we called him with boomboom. i knew him since i face my senior high school. at first im sure i love this guy as my friend. hes kind and have a good sense of humor. tells a joke with boomboom are cool, i think. but lately, haha you know, the feeling start and change everything into shit. and its happens for 3 years. yes, 3 YEARS.

the second story abt him. i called him with.... oke nevermind, just called him with 'him'. im kinda miss him now :'( woops, not miss him honestly. just miss the moments with him huhuhu. why like that? its bcs he always treat me like his grlfrnds. he ask me for lunch if i havent, he said 'goodnight, have a nice dream' when the time strikes in 10:00. oh, God, where are you? im dont know who you are right now :(

its start when he had a crush with his new friend. he told me whatever his feels about her and i gave him some advice and he follows it. they engage then, so fast rite. andddddddd the shits come again in new year eve. id like to tell you the story, but.... i just dont wanna remember it huhuhu im sorry.

BUT NOW.....

idk why i wrote this and i have no idea what happens now, but now im catch up again with boomboom. yesterday we watched film together and he sat beside me heheh. and it feels like, nothing. not nothing exactly, yaa you know it feels like between normal and wanna scream out. boomboom still yelling at me on skype and we had a video call a couple days ago hihihihi. thanks boomboom, i think no longer awkward moments for us right now ;p

i think i had wonderful life. i had my superstrong parent, my big lovely family, my beloved friends who will always coloring my day. why i supposed to think about other shits problem when i have they in my life? i shud thankfull to God who gave me more than i expected.

right now, i dont know where it comes, i have my new spirit. spirit to look forward and left the past behind. hahaha ya, ya, as the tittle of this post, 'No More Black and White' it means i want to forget all the past without NO regret.

now i felt like, YEAY! I WANT TO HAVE SO MUCH FUN WITH MY FRIENDS OR MY FAMILY. WHY I SUPPOSED TO THINK ABOUT THE PAST? JUST LEFT THE SHITS BEHIND AND LIVING YOUNG, WILD AND FREE.

thankyou for read this worthless post, baby! x

BYE!!